wohoo....!!!
Im back....
AT LAST!!!!
I miz home so badly...n sheeesh i will nvr 4get d xperience in d national service...though dey r lotz of happenings der...derz juz 2 much 2 describe n tell bout wat happened der...but still...itz a wonderful xperience...
I realized 1 thing...d medic weighed me n i added 2 kg...i freaked out of course >< weights ="="...after">
n another bad news...my face got worse >< size="4">hideous..
in fact i got compliments dat i didnt get rili tan n dark after camp...well der is a story behind dat fact...d coaches would freak out whenever I turn red under d sun...thingking itz a skin allergy n tot I might get worse n bloth up...so i was given the privilege 2 stand or sit under a tree during any activity...well of course some activities weren't advised 2 join due 2 my skin probz...so der...haix...atleast i maintained my skin texture n colour...i don wanna go negro wen i gt bk...
thk god !!
i felt so relieved wen i arrived at d airport...i got so excited n i cnt wait 2 get bk home at dat time...i was filled with adrenaline...i cnt stop smiling...(i look like an idiot though) == I was so happy 2 c my mum...she grew prettier through da days...was glad 2...we had dinner 2gather at d golden lion...i dun care if itz just a simple meal but it sure is great 2 hv dinner with my mum once again...
during da camp, i learnt how 2 play da 3x3 rubic cube...but stil i havent mastered d last formula...it was kinda long though...but atleast i learnt something...i bought a cube at 7 eleven laz nite n started playing it...my mum was astonished wen she saw me assembling it...lolx...
I got my results yesterday
it was dramatic....
i got 3 A+, 3 A, 2 A- & 2 B+ ...whew..8A's 2B's..well atleast i still cn get scholarship with dat gradez...but stil im not satisfies T.T uhuk...mayb i didnt worked hard enuf...i expected 10A's...but sheesh it was hard 2 score...haix...nvm...itz all over...itz da past...i shud b grateful though...
I got a B for moral studies n commerce...i expected accounts 2 get B...I think itz fair for moral studies cuz im oways stuck at dat grade...but not for account! during my trials i never scored A's for account...not even my forecast results...dey gave me a B...n during da exam...i freaked out of course...it was sooooo damn hard...i almost cried my heart out...i knew i had no hope at dat time...i skipped 2 questionz n i cnt even stabilise d amount...none of my answers were correct...i was disapointed 2 c dat I oni managed 2 fill 2 piece of paper while my frenz can fill up a book...i didnt wanna gv up hope at dat time so i scibbled formulas instead..thinking dat it might fill up my papers instead of making it look thin n empty...
n voila...an A for my account...one word for it > UNBELIEVABLE!! but thk god...accounts r more important den commerce...but hell...i took lotz of my time 2 study commerce but it didnt pay well...mayb d graph was either high or d marking scheme was strict...ouch...wat a shame...but stil...i shud b grateful 2 get such a grade...
I stil remembered i had a nitemare...i dreamt dat i oni scored 2A's...i cried in my dream...but in reality...wohoo...it was supposed 2 b dat B's...itz a reciprocal...hahax...
derz so many thing happening around me once i got back here eventhogh itz just a few days..taking my results, getting back with my mum, hanging out with frenz n yeah..relationship crisis...
all I knw nw is I felt like a spare tyre...he said no I wasnt..but two timing shows da evidence...1st it was B, den C n nw M...I hv no idea wat 2 do...shud I leave?or just wait?I cant bear da pain anymore...he doesnt knw how I feel...n i dun wan him 2 knw...wats da use of loving a guy wen his heart is not on u but half heartedly?wat a shame...I shouldnt b treated dat way...he's not worth it...I was always left alone...he's always busy doin his stuff...n nw we hardly communicate already..n he got even closer 2 M..I guess Im just a light bulb getting in his way...mayb without me...his life wud b better..no nd 2 fan him so much...besides im not a gud gf..we always quarrelled...whenever im in a mood 2 talk 2 him...he oways gv me excuses saying he's not in a mood...a party crasher...ouch...i realized im juzt wasting my time...mayb he is more fit 2 b with M...mayb cuz she is stil young n happy go lucky...while im more 2 da serious n mysterious type...he in fact became more moody diz few days...i duno wat 2 do mend da relationship...he cnt mend it...he never made d effort...he never did...i cnt c it...if he rili loved me...he wud make d effort 2 mend d cracks n nvr let go off my hands...but no...he just lays back...waiting for a miracle?i duno bout him...im just wasting my precious time...I wanna special memory n some appreciation...but 2 bad im just a spare tyre...entertaining him wen he oni needs some1 2 chat or 2 comfort...we're losing d sparks...he didnt realized it...i tried mending it...but itz no use...my heart tired ler...time for my hear t 2 hv a long rest...think da positive sides n rather focus on my future goals instead...
im out ~
Im back....
AT LAST!!!!
I miz home so badly...n sheeesh i will nvr 4get d xperience in d national service...though dey r lotz of happenings der...derz juz 2 much 2 describe n tell bout wat happened der...but still...itz a wonderful xperience...
I realized 1 thing...d medic weighed me n i added 2 kg...i freaked out of course >< weights ="="...after">
n another bad news...my face got worse >< size="4">hideous..
in fact i got compliments dat i didnt get rili tan n dark after camp...well der is a story behind dat fact...d coaches would freak out whenever I turn red under d sun...thingking itz a skin allergy n tot I might get worse n bloth up...so i was given the privilege 2 stand or sit under a tree during any activity...well of course some activities weren't advised 2 join due 2 my skin probz...so der...haix...atleast i maintained my skin texture n colour...i don wanna go negro wen i gt bk...
thk god !!
i felt so relieved wen i arrived at d airport...i got so excited n i cnt wait 2 get bk home at dat time...i was filled with adrenaline...i cnt stop smiling...(i look like an idiot though) == I was so happy 2 c my mum...she grew prettier through da days...was glad 2...we had dinner 2gather at d golden lion...i dun care if itz just a simple meal but it sure is great 2 hv dinner with my mum once again...
during da camp, i learnt how 2 play da 3x3 rubic cube...but stil i havent mastered d last formula...it was kinda long though...but atleast i learnt something...i bought a cube at 7 eleven laz nite n started playing it...my mum was astonished wen she saw me assembling it...lolx...
I got my results yesterday
it was dramatic....
i got 3 A+, 3 A, 2 A- & 2 B+ ...whew..8A's 2B's..well atleast i still cn get scholarship with dat gradez...but stil im not satisfies T.T uhuk...mayb i didnt worked hard enuf...i expected 10A's...but sheesh it was hard 2 score...haix...nvm...itz all over...itz da past...i shud b grateful though...
I got a B for moral studies n commerce...i expected accounts 2 get B...I think itz fair for moral studies cuz im oways stuck at dat grade...but not for account! during my trials i never scored A's for account...not even my forecast results...dey gave me a B...n during da exam...i freaked out of course...it was sooooo damn hard...i almost cried my heart out...i knew i had no hope at dat time...i skipped 2 questionz n i cnt even stabilise d amount...none of my answers were correct...i was disapointed 2 c dat I oni managed 2 fill 2 piece of paper while my frenz can fill up a book...i didnt wanna gv up hope at dat time so i scibbled formulas instead..thinking dat it might fill up my papers instead of making it look thin n empty...
n voila...an A for my account...one word for it > UNBELIEVABLE!! but thk god...accounts r more important den commerce...but hell...i took lotz of my time 2 study commerce but it didnt pay well...mayb d graph was either high or d marking scheme was strict...ouch...wat a shame...but stil...i shud b grateful 2 get such a grade...
I stil remembered i had a nitemare...i dreamt dat i oni scored 2A's...i cried in my dream...but in reality...wohoo...it was supposed 2 b dat B's...itz a reciprocal...hahax...
derz so many thing happening around me once i got back here eventhogh itz just a few days..taking my results, getting back with my mum, hanging out with frenz n yeah..relationship crisis...
all I knw nw is I felt like a spare tyre...he said no I wasnt..but two timing shows da evidence...1st it was B, den C n nw M...I hv no idea wat 2 do...shud I leave?or just wait?I cant bear da pain anymore...he doesnt knw how I feel...n i dun wan him 2 knw...wats da use of loving a guy wen his heart is not on u but half heartedly?wat a shame...I shouldnt b treated dat way...he's not worth it...I was always left alone...he's always busy doin his stuff...n nw we hardly communicate already..n he got even closer 2 M..I guess Im just a light bulb getting in his way...mayb without me...his life wud b better..no nd 2 fan him so much...besides im not a gud gf..we always quarrelled...whenever im in a mood 2 talk 2 him...he oways gv me excuses saying he's not in a mood...a party crasher...ouch...i realized im juzt wasting my time...mayb he is more fit 2 b with M...mayb cuz she is stil young n happy go lucky...while im more 2 da serious n mysterious type...he in fact became more moody diz few days...i duno wat 2 do mend da relationship...he cnt mend it...he never made d effort...he never did...i cnt c it...if he rili loved me...he wud make d effort 2 mend d cracks n nvr let go off my hands...but no...he just lays back...waiting for a miracle?i duno bout him...im just wasting my precious time...I wanna special memory n some appreciation...but 2 bad im just a spare tyre...entertaining him wen he oni needs some1 2 chat or 2 comfort...we're losing d sparks...he didnt realized it...i tried mending it...but itz no use...my heart tired ler...time for my hear t 2 hv a long rest...think da positive sides n rather focus on my future goals instead...
im out ~
congratulations for your excellent results. yr mum shd be very happy. hope u can get the scholarship n pursue yr dream career. boy thingy can come later. there r lots of better ones around. concentrate on yr studies n career first.
ReplyDeleteu'll love college life. regards n hv a good day.