Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Idiot me...

Although some ppl may said dat i can be brainy in my studies but hey i possess a white belt in relationshipz...i just dunno y? izit me or izit d world trying hint me something? or izit dat guys around me appears 2 be mental or retarded? (excuse me for my rudeness) hehe...
HAIX!..... =.='
sometimes i'd oways wanted 2 ask myself diz questionz:
1. what will i do if I fell in love with da wrong guy?
2. what if the guy fakes dat he loves me?
3. what would u do if the person dat u love has another lover?
4. what would u do if the person dat u love only partly loves u?
5. will i ever meet my true prince? (2 tell da truth i dun believe in fairytales)
diz question is seriously bothering me because i'd rili hate it if it rili happens 2 me...i guess it will some day...it SUCKZZZZZ 2 get played...
i dislike PLAYBOYZZZ!!!! ( who doesnt????)
I dunno y some guys cant think bout our feelingz...we r human! we get hurt 2!!!! but haix
nvm...if silent treatment is da best solution den it will b dat way den...i dun think it might change him either...
y am I thinking so much wen it rili isnt gonna happen??? hahax...some ppl said dat it might bring adverse effect...i mean in a gud way...but i dunno how true it can b though...
haix...days passing by...n yeah ntg happened...n i hope he doesnt find diz BLOG...i mean MY BLOG...becuz...erm...it'll oni lead 2 1 answer >>>> IM DEAD
(well atleast it'll cut away da pain within me perhapz if itz gonna happen anywayz)
sigh.......................................................................................

Saturday, December 5, 2009

T.T sob...

OMG!!!
I'm running outta credit T.T sob cnt sms ler...uhuk...im so lucky my mum borrowed diz broadband X3 yeah cn go on9...wee ~ =.=''
wait...im suppose 2 study economicz by now...nah...ltr la...ish...i hate it wen i feel a lil lazy n all dat...sigh...
WHY DO GUYS OWAYS THINK DAT WE GIRLS R DUMB???
haix...hiding ur secretz n true colourz will nvr do the job...it'll nvr work...u'll blow ur cover some day n dat oughta teach ya a lesson 2...as da saying goes : silence is GOLDEN..2 all galz out der...think smart...dun b like me b4...i experienced it once n dat time i burst..situation got worst at dat time...wen i learnt da silent technic..itz safer den d burst part..plus u get 2 c ''ur'' movie on live...u wont get blamed but will get hurt..best part of all, u knw wat he has done n he'll nvr figure out wat u knw...i take dat as a game..but itz all up 2 strategy...u will nvr 4gt da luk on his face wen u he knws wat u knw...
i'd rather enjoy life den fussing bout guys who r outta deir mind...i didnt mean 2 b rude or sarcastic...but most of u arent my cup of tea( i wan green tea XD)..stil waiting 4 my prince though...xixi...me-ow X3

Boring Sunday...=.=

sigh...gudmorning...yawn...i cant believe it...itz sunday oredi n i stil havent studied my basic economicz...im so dead..haix...lukz like i'd better full blast later on or else i wouldnt knw wat 2 write 4 my stupid essay..my mum told me if i cnt get a straight A's 4 my SPM she wouldnt allow me 2 further my studies in KL..im not sure if dats a threat but it sure freaks me out cuz i seriously cnt find my future in Sabah...dey dun hv wat i wan...n besides i might get 2 gain more life experiences at KL more den here..isnt dat a gud thing? i dun wanna get spoiled n im not 1! hahax...wat freaks me out da most is dat my forecast has got 3 B4's!! well, my mum freaked out 2...i wouldnt wan dat B4's in my real slip...dat'll contaminate it T.T sob...but haix...luks like i gotta pray more so dat d paperz dat i hv sat for might gv me a gud score...u wanna knw my weakness? sigh...itz lame ya knw...everytime my brain keeps telling me 2 go study study study...my hands or other parts of my body wouldnt wan 2..i might be doin something else like listening 2 music or logging on 2 facebook...xixi...mmm mayb i shud try 2 change dat bad habit..sniff sniff @@ ..yumm..my mum jz finished cooking...yeah...breakfast...brb...xixi X3