I still remember the days wer we oways hang out on d bench at a playground near our apartments..dat is d time wer we oways share our pasts...our stories...wat happened in our lives before we ended up 2gather...n oso our interests..
I still remember d 1st time we met at easy way..
wait dat wasnt d 1st time we met...
d 1st time we met was at blackrock..
we were oni tables away..
i oways c u around dat time...n i stil remember u ever told me dat u oways knew wich 1 was me...u knew i oways hang out there... i smiled =)
dat time i didnt knw dat u worked at easy way until i saw u wearing one of their uniforms..
i didnt know wich shift u were in until 1 day my frenz ask 2 have a drink at easy way..den at dat time i knew ur at d morning shift..
but so sad my frenz didnt turn up...so i drank my drinks all on my own =)
from that day onwards i fell in love with their milk pudding milk tea..n he knew i oways ordered dat =)
on dat day onwards we chat alot n became quite gud frenz..tru sms...tru chatz..n ended up 2gather..ahahax i also stil remember d part wer we wnt 2 cp n u rili rili wanted dat pair of shoes..n we bought some shoe laces to match up our shoes...but in d end u used up 2 two black metallic laces..while mine was in black n purple..
i still remember i will oways buy breakfast for u or buy snacks for u in case u get hungry...i still remember dat time i oways scared u get hungry...u cant imagine how skinny he is...mcm tulang =) hahax..but still i love him for d way he is...
and i will oways remember d nitez wer we hv our dinner 2gather at ur house after work..n how we oways play at d playstation..vs at naruto..sometimes i even help u 2 continue ur journey n we oways vs each other...ahahax...n u ah everynite oways wan milo or nescafe de..if not u cant sleep de...
but...
the most memorable day was d last day before i leave for my plkn... 2/1/2010 8pm onwards..
it was a sad day but happiest day of my life with him 2...
we spend our most valueable time at d bench at d park...holding hands..sitting right next to each other..we cant stop talking n chatting at dat time...ahahax...derz so much 2 express at dat time n i still remembered i almost cried..but i tahan..we havent got enough so we did something silly...we walk d whole beverly hills phase 2! from d front 2 d back n d back 2 d front...while holding hands.. =)
n we arrived back 2 da playground..we sat on d see saw 2gather...dat time u were smsing n i keep shaking u...hahahax..we continued walking n talking n on music on our handphones...it was a romantic nite...wen we luk at d time it was almost 12am..it was time 2 go back home...i still remember u teman me go back home n at d stairs u were hugging me so tightly wishing dat i wudnt go dat fast...but we had no choice..it was sad 2 let go off ur hands at dat time..wen i arrived home..i cried in my sleep..i still remember we were stil smsing on our hp..
u said 'god oways take away d person dat i love'...i replied u 'take it as a challenge'..u agreed..it was so hard 2 let go at dat time since i've been so close 2 u..but now everything has changed..i wonder is it me who has changed or is it u?
early d next morning...i quickly rush out 2 buy breakfast 4 u...ur favourite lo mai kai n a can of coca cola...i cant reach u so i put d fud in d letter box hoping dat u wud find it after i inform u tru sms...but by d time u woke up oredi n replied my sms...im odi in d car on d way 2 stadium likas...going 2 plkn soon...time past so fast at dat time...i was crying in my heart...i cant let my frenz n mum c me dat way...i dun wan 2 leave d person dat i love all diz while...but stil u ask me 2 b strong n face d challenges...so i wiped of d tears n went on with my journey...i decided 2 take it as a challenge 2..we both agreed...u stil sms me even im stil at d airport..n even wen i arrived...i was touched...u were so concerned of me at dat time...wen d teachers confiscated my hp...i called u using d public phone almost everynite..i missed u so mush at dat time...i missed ur smile n d moments wer we oways share so much 2gather...
but as time goes by...ur mood started 2 get moodier...sometimes u even told me dat u dun hv da mood 2 talk 2 me...i wonder y...i though mayb it was just ur mood swings...but it turned out worse...n wenever i got bk my hp...u hardly msg me odi..especially wen i got bk...u nvr cared bout me anymore..u never find me anymore...itz oways me who smses u 1st...itz like ur feelings 2wards me change odi...i keep asking myself wats going on? n i found d answer...u got closer 2 some1 else odi..her name is oso M..u kept commenting her photos n her status in fb..but when i sms u u said u r nw bz got things 2 do or watching tv...it is like u nvr wanted me part of ur life anymore...it is like i am a bug in ur life...i feel so hurt
until 1 day jared called me in d afternun n said diz few stuffz bout u n diz girl..i didnt knw dat all diz while jared was making up doz storied n i instantly believe wat he said..i got angry n i 4got dat i was under pms n we 3 got into a big fight n misunderstanding..
i still remember d msg dat u send 2 me dat u loved her more den me...dat eversince i went 2 plkn u nvr loved me anymore...i was so hurt at dat time...i feel like being used as a toy..2 just entertain u wenenver u r oni bored..i wonder y? y do u hv 2 treat me like diz? n u told me dat u hated me already...i knew dat would happen cuz i ruin u n dat gal...if u loved me u would never said dat...but diz odi proofs dat u nvr loved me...den wat am i?
i keep asking myself wat am i 2 u?....
but now...
everything is gone oredi...
i lost u in d end...im sori
wil u ever 4gve me?
but diz love...i dun think it is worth continueing..cuz he doesnt love me anymore...wat d use?
n all is left is these sweet n happy memories..
I will cherish n will oways remember OUR happy moments 2gather..
i know u nw hv difficulty in finding job n u ever told me dat a sensei ever said dat diz year wud b ur unlucky yr..
dear junior, believe in urself n dun 100% trust wat ppl said...it is ur life...n it is u who is goin 2 decide ur future...not dem...i will oways pray dat u will find a perfect career dat suits u best n high salary...i believe in u cuz i know u r not doz type dat wil gv up easily..but i knw u r doz type dat is willing 2 face d challenges in life...u r nt afraid of bitter..i admire diz side of u..whenever u face a challenge it means dat ur success id coming soon...believe in urself n believe in god =) god is oways der 2 help u n hint u a path 2wards ur future =)
have faith n oways be strong yea..i will oways remember u as d person dat i have oways loved..i appreciate ur love dat u hv given me before any of these happened..i nvr regretted being with u..
i will oways miss u..take care
I love you
from : Miyuki Xiao Mao
I still remember d 1st time we met at easy way..
wait dat wasnt d 1st time we met...
d 1st time we met was at blackrock..
we were oni tables away..
i oways c u around dat time...n i stil remember u ever told me dat u oways knew wich 1 was me...u knew i oways hang out there... i smiled =)
dat time i didnt knw dat u worked at easy way until i saw u wearing one of their uniforms..
i didnt know wich shift u were in until 1 day my frenz ask 2 have a drink at easy way..den at dat time i knew ur at d morning shift..
but so sad my frenz didnt turn up...so i drank my drinks all on my own =)
from that day onwards i fell in love with their milk pudding milk tea..n he knew i oways ordered dat =)
on dat day onwards we chat alot n became quite gud frenz..tru sms...tru chatz..n ended up 2gather..ahahax i also stil remember d part wer we wnt 2 cp n u rili rili wanted dat pair of shoes..n we bought some shoe laces to match up our shoes...but in d end u used up 2 two black metallic laces..while mine was in black n purple..
i still remember i will oways buy breakfast for u or buy snacks for u in case u get hungry...i still remember dat time i oways scared u get hungry...u cant imagine how skinny he is...mcm tulang =) hahax..but still i love him for d way he is...
and i will oways remember d nitez wer we hv our dinner 2gather at ur house after work..n how we oways play at d playstation..vs at naruto..sometimes i even help u 2 continue ur journey n we oways vs each other...ahahax...n u ah everynite oways wan milo or nescafe de..if not u cant sleep de...
but...
the most memorable day was d last day before i leave for my plkn... 2/1/2010 8pm onwards..
it was a sad day but happiest day of my life with him 2...
we spend our most valueable time at d bench at d park...holding hands..sitting right next to each other..we cant stop talking n chatting at dat time...ahahax...derz so much 2 express at dat time n i still remembered i almost cried..but i tahan..we havent got enough so we did something silly...we walk d whole beverly hills phase 2! from d front 2 d back n d back 2 d front...while holding hands.. =)
n we arrived back 2 da playground..we sat on d see saw 2gather...dat time u were smsing n i keep shaking u...hahahax..we continued walking n talking n on music on our handphones...it was a romantic nite...wen we luk at d time it was almost 12am..it was time 2 go back home...i still remember u teman me go back home n at d stairs u were hugging me so tightly wishing dat i wudnt go dat fast...but we had no choice..it was sad 2 let go off ur hands at dat time..wen i arrived home..i cried in my sleep..i still remember we were stil smsing on our hp..
u said 'god oways take away d person dat i love'...i replied u 'take it as a challenge'..u agreed..it was so hard 2 let go at dat time since i've been so close 2 u..but now everything has changed..i wonder is it me who has changed or is it u?
early d next morning...i quickly rush out 2 buy breakfast 4 u...ur favourite lo mai kai n a can of coca cola...i cant reach u so i put d fud in d letter box hoping dat u wud find it after i inform u tru sms...but by d time u woke up oredi n replied my sms...im odi in d car on d way 2 stadium likas...going 2 plkn soon...time past so fast at dat time...i was crying in my heart...i cant let my frenz n mum c me dat way...i dun wan 2 leave d person dat i love all diz while...but stil u ask me 2 b strong n face d challenges...so i wiped of d tears n went on with my journey...i decided 2 take it as a challenge 2..we both agreed...u stil sms me even im stil at d airport..n even wen i arrived...i was touched...u were so concerned of me at dat time...wen d teachers confiscated my hp...i called u using d public phone almost everynite..i missed u so mush at dat time...i missed ur smile n d moments wer we oways share so much 2gather...
but as time goes by...ur mood started 2 get moodier...sometimes u even told me dat u dun hv da mood 2 talk 2 me...i wonder y...i though mayb it was just ur mood swings...but it turned out worse...n wenever i got bk my hp...u hardly msg me odi..especially wen i got bk...u nvr cared bout me anymore..u never find me anymore...itz oways me who smses u 1st...itz like ur feelings 2wards me change odi...i keep asking myself wats going on? n i found d answer...u got closer 2 some1 else odi..her name is oso M..u kept commenting her photos n her status in fb..but when i sms u u said u r nw bz got things 2 do or watching tv...it is like u nvr wanted me part of ur life anymore...it is like i am a bug in ur life...i feel so hurt
until 1 day jared called me in d afternun n said diz few stuffz bout u n diz girl..i didnt knw dat all diz while jared was making up doz storied n i instantly believe wat he said..i got angry n i 4got dat i was under pms n we 3 got into a big fight n misunderstanding..
i still remember d msg dat u send 2 me dat u loved her more den me...dat eversince i went 2 plkn u nvr loved me anymore...i was so hurt at dat time...i feel like being used as a toy..2 just entertain u wenenver u r oni bored..i wonder y? y do u hv 2 treat me like diz? n u told me dat u hated me already...i knew dat would happen cuz i ruin u n dat gal...if u loved me u would never said dat...but diz odi proofs dat u nvr loved me...den wat am i?
i keep asking myself wat am i 2 u?....
but now...
everything is gone oredi...
i lost u in d end...im sori
wil u ever 4gve me?
but diz love...i dun think it is worth continueing..cuz he doesnt love me anymore...wat d use?
n all is left is these sweet n happy memories..
I will cherish n will oways remember OUR happy moments 2gather..
i know u nw hv difficulty in finding job n u ever told me dat a sensei ever said dat diz year wud b ur unlucky yr..
dear junior, believe in urself n dun 100% trust wat ppl said...it is ur life...n it is u who is goin 2 decide ur future...not dem...i will oways pray dat u will find a perfect career dat suits u best n high salary...i believe in u cuz i know u r not doz type dat wil gv up easily..but i knw u r doz type dat is willing 2 face d challenges in life...u r nt afraid of bitter..i admire diz side of u..whenever u face a challenge it means dat ur success id coming soon...believe in urself n believe in god =) god is oways der 2 help u n hint u a path 2wards ur future =)
have faith n oways be strong yea..i will oways remember u as d person dat i have oways loved..i appreciate ur love dat u hv given me before any of these happened..i nvr regretted being with u..
i will oways miss u..take care
I love you
from : Miyuki Xiao Mao
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